Tuesday, July 13, 2010
I could use a wish right now
Yep, they're mine, well at least for the next 24 hours........
I wish I was anxious for something else.........but I am not. I wish I didn't have to wake up early, just to wait, but I do. I wish my loved ones, friends, and family weren't going to be going through this....the waiting, the worrying, the bullshit.
I will wake up tomorrow and begin the process of having surgery. I should be in surgery around 1:00pm, with surgery around 4-4 1/2 hours, then 2 hours of recovery, then I will be in the hospital for the night (cross your fingers it is only one).
Lots of love to those who are sending all the positive vibes my way. I embrace them all!!!!
I am tired, I am ready..........goodnight.
Now I lay me down to sleep,
I hope tomorrow they don’t cut too deep.
I would like to make it through the night,
To wake up and fight this fight.